I don’t take advantage of it much, but one of my favorite times of day is right after the sun peaks over the eastern sky. Where we live, in a uniquely rural neighborhood in the midlands of South Carolina, trees block the horizon. However, I can still make out the soft bands of peach, lavender and rose as the sky slowly fades into a pale blue beyond the shadows of the pines.
In early fall, the drying of our wide variety of oak tree leaves releases a dry and nutty fragrance as the time of harvest begins. And oh, those acorns! This year they seem larger and many more than ever before.
The fallen pine needles emit a strong resinous scent, mingling with the sweetness of decaying foliage. Our tea olive blooms give off a soft fragrance, which I’ve always associated with heaven.
A gentle cool breeze brushes over my bald head and exposed skin as a welcome salve from months of summer heat. Breathing in deeply, the dawn air tastes clean and mineral rich.
Melodious bird songs awaken the quiet night. A neighbor’s rooster crows in boisterous glee.
Such are the marvels of a new day.
But in all the splendor, perhaps the fading of the veil of darkness most lightens our souls.
Jacob wrestled with a mysterious man throughout the night. At daybreak, God gave him a new name, Isreal (He that strives with God). Then he limped away, transformed. [1]
During the first Passover in Egypt, the Israelites endured the darkness of death throughout the night. At dawn, they began their journey of freedom, having been released from bondage. [2]
Light, as it brightens many a dark night of the soul, ushers in the hope of a new day and the fading of darkness.
In this World you will Have Trouble
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about our human endeavor to remain courageous while the storms of life swirl all around us. From Jesus’ own words, we know tribulation is a part of our journey, and He calls us to remain courageous. These things I have spoken to you, so that in Me you may have peace. In the world you have tribulation, but take courage; I have overcome the world (John 16:33).
But how? How do we remain courageous with so much darkness?
The twinge of grey in a predawn sky, which brightens with the rising sun, carries with it the mercies of a new day.
The Lord’s lovingkindnesses indeed never cease.
For His compassions never fail.
23 They are new every morning;
Great is Your faithfulness (Lamentations 3:22-23).
The smallest ray of God’s loving, healing light can illuminate the darkness in a human heart and grow ever brighter.
But the path of the righteous is like the light of dawn, that shines brighter and brighter until the full day (Proverbs 4:18).
May this Cup Pass
Jesus, in His humanity, asked God to remove the cup of suffering. He prayed earnestly until blood dropped from His pores. He longed for His Father’s purposes to be accomplished differently. But He always submitted to God’s will no matter how it affected Him.
“Father, if You are willing, remove this cup from Me; yet not My will, but Yours be done (Luke 22:42).”
There are situations in my life right now that are very hard. But by the strength of God’s Indwelling Spirit. I want to keep earnestly praying for His love and healing touch to break through.
And always to surrender, as Jesus did, to Father God’s will in my life. And always to trust in His great love.
Darkness in the Land
There’s plenty of darkness all around. People we love are sick. People have broken relationships. Loved ones do not know Your love and will spend eternity without You. Folks are lonely, addicted, jobless and homeless. When we see these troubles, we can easily become discouraged.
Yet, we’re to expect trials and to remain courageous. Knowing this, and realizing God’s greater purposes, we keep asking for His light to shine in the darkness, around us and in us.
Praying for Light
But even as our hearts are being transformed and healing light shines around, darkness remains in our land. Do I allow it to steal my courage and zap my joy? Or, do they become the impetuous to follow Jesus’ example of earnest prayer? If this darkness is keeping me praying, it must serve some purpose.
As Graham Cooke stated on his podcast Brilliant Perspectives, “God has allowed in His wisdom what He could have prevented in His power.”
Praying and Not Giving Up
I’m learning not to hang my welfare on my happiness. I’m learning to draw my contentment from what Christ has already done, my hope for His return, my righteousness in His accomplishments,
I pray and never give up.
Rejoice always; 17 pray without ceasing; 18 in everything give thanks; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus (I Thessalonians 5:16-18).
Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful (Colossians 4:2 NIV).
Prayer
Lord, I’m really not good at consistent praying, but I want this to change. I’ve seen light emerge in very long difficulties, and some remain completely dark.
Please give me the persistence and self-control to remain vigilant in prayer. My mind so often wanders.
Jesus, even as the Son of God, You prayed earnestly and often, getting up early before sunrise to be alone with Your Father. [3]
Lord, like anything else in life, apart from You, I can do nothing of real value. [4] Please develop in me a tenacity and consistency in prayer. I can’t do it without Your Spirit.
I love You
Reflection
My bride has created what she calls a war room, inspired by the book and film of the same name. [5]
It’s part of her office on our second floor.
So far, I haven’t used it as a prayer room, but I’d like to see that change.
On her walls, she has pictures of our family and those we hold dear. There’s much joy that springs forth from these photos and symbols, but also much pain. I hope to spend time in this warrior room, praying circles around all we hold near.
As I pray, I want to surrender idols in my own heart which would choose comfort and false affection above God, my Highest Joy.
I keep on praying until the darkness fades
[1] Genesis 32:24-31
[2] Exodus 12
[3] Luke 5:16
[4] John 15;5
[5] War Room is a book by Chris Fabry turned into a movie by The Kendrick Brothers
Note: Unless otherwise noted, all referenced Scripture is from the NASB 1995 version of the Bible.
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